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Aug. 31st, 2009

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Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there


I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Someday I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I want to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back


I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away


Oh, it's dangerous
It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you



*imissed you so much.
love, baby.


Aug. 30th, 2009

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`ialways fear of you leaving me alone out of sudden.
the joy, love you bring/give it to me is nort what others can give, never.
you're gd enough, but me?

`some thoughts of mine; right now.

Same issues that we encountered again.
happening again?!
the same stuffs that we quarrel, unhappy ovr it.
 izzit this happening again b’cause the problems is nort really solve
at the beginning?
sometimes just feel so tired &hard.
wondering why our relationship is so hard so difficult?
always thinking, God wanna test our relationship?
how strong our love are?
do we really love each other?
&the devil start to murmur nxt to your ear; giveup.

iwon't giveup, &ihope you won't too.

Tears drops always start rolling down my cheek
&the feeling feel so bad so bad, so worse.
that ijust wanna hide myself in my blanket.

 

Sorry, Nort really in the mood, won’t talk much bout it.
you asked me to pray for each other on the phone
yes, ireally want too.
pray for the both of us.
but, do you know it really really too me such a huge courage
to be able to say the prayer out?
you though that i’m nort listening to you,
actually building my courage up.
really
Ths Lord, for giving me the courage to be able to say the prayers out.
. . ... . . .. . .love nver fails.   . . . . . . .... ..changes me. . . . .. . .. .
Amen.

 

There will be obstacles, circumstances but ibelive we’ll be able
to overcome it.
prove to you, &to myself too.


Iloveyou, B-BY.


Nort taking any actions doesn’t mean idon’t love.
*wish that you're right beside of me now.

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